Laced

Taken for a ride there's no purpose in time I believe

Breath in this air a trillion times until eventually..

So I'd consider all the ways I could make this ride okay and just exist

Found some meaning with a tab on my tongue and outer space

Fourteen years of age smoked a plant and saw God in my own face

Too long in a mirror and you can really start to fear this place

So I went looking for answers in a bottle and took myself out of the race

Until one night at a party things got rowdy and I got laced

So it goes all around my head

And I ran back to all my friends

They were replaced with my demons

They didn't know that I was scared

Because they were too

Circling the yard with a pack of wolves clipping at my heels

Held in a lock until my eyes couldn't see

And I woke up alone naked pissed myself apparently

Ran home still trying to understand what's happened to me

So it goes all around my head

And I ran back to all my friends

They were replaced with my demons

They didn't know that I was scared

Because they were too

I take drugs cause it helps me relax baby I can't lying to myself it gets harder every night

And I'm sinkin' sinkin' darling maybe I could drown and be alright

Life gets harder when you dream so I just won't ever fall asleep again

And I wanna fall in love again but I just don't see that happening for me

Not for me now

So it goes all around my head

And I ran back to all my friends

They were replaced with my demons

They didn't know that I was scared

Because they were too